.:: Shotgun Sinners Wild-Eyed Jokers ::.

2011-01-23T11:52:00.004+08:00

It did cross my mind whether to close down my blog. Hmm it seems too precious since it holds entries back to my secondary school days. In the end, I decided not to do so. Though I have to admit that I have not been constantly updating. Sumimasen minna! Anyway, the new school timetable is very niiice. Three days of school per week. That's good so I can do my stuff at home. Year 2 is going to end very soon. So let's end it in style, shall we?

Most of my friends that took A Levels have already completed their course and are started working. I'm proud that some even took up teaching etc. Time flies so fast that it seems only yesterday that we were still in the same school.Well, as for me, I will only graduate in 2012. So till then, I will have to work hard. Live my life the way I want to. Remember, no one can tell you what to do and who you are to be.

Have a great Sunday!

Current mood: Distressed

I'm sorry to drag Foong Ting in doing about Gackto for RMAD project :P I can't help it!

Long time

2010-11-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

It is already week 5 of term mode! Can you believe it? Time flies so fast and I haven't been updating my blog regularly. My feets are hurting me because I had been walking around with heels today for my cmsk interview. Thank God, everything went smoothly. Met with Alicia and hang out together with Foongting. Hm, Im still unsure if I can make it on Monday for our outing :/ Im keeping my fingers cross!

-Ain

2010-11-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

Unfortunately, I'm beginning to feel the heat. Something happened at home and I can't stop worrying about it. Dosiyo? Resume and cover letter draft. CMS draft proposal. INP self-directed learning. Must keep going. No time to stop.

Credit

2010-10-28T20:29:00.004+08:00

This is so random! Just experimenting what would happen if Gackt is in my game for inp?

Not completed but there's no harm trying n_n

こんばんは!

2010-10-26T17:51:00.008+08:00

I was feeling a bit tired yesterday so I couldn't blog about the first day of semester 2.2. Reached school at 7.30 am. I know it's crazy right?

First lesson was INP. Class ended at 11am. Had lunch with Alicia and Yee Fong! Saw the rest of C244 really made me feel better. Sat in the lab and went to library to read some books. Waited until 4PM for CMS lecture. Mr. Sankara looks pretty nice and Ms Jean is cute XD Hope that it will remain like this. lol! Foong Ting had to left early and made a new friend instead (= It's always nice to meet people. You might not know this but I enjoy having companies. I tend to get emo when I'm alone

>.<

Anyway, I found this book called 100% Cutie! It's kawaii indeed. Can't help but to doodle on my notebook. Got some ideas for INP and wish that it will work well and go as plan. Hope everything continues to be this way in the future =) Anyway, mainly attracted to illustrations by Charuca.

ボクはキミの Vanilla

2010-10-23T20:20:00.012+08:00

Hey~ So tomorrow is the last day of the holidays. Class starts at 8am and ends at 6pm on Monday. Will be sitting for interactive programming inp for 6 hours. When was the last time I had a class this long? Wait. In fact, I never had a class this long! Well, at least I have the next day off. I guess there's no time for rest this semester. I really want to do well. No more procrastination. Must finish off as much as i can. Btw, Alicia I don't think i will change my cds :P i just realised that if i stick with the Design in culture, I will have my Friday free for term 2! lol

Anyway, I have been searching for some Gackt photos recently. So tempted to upload some here. Please don't mind my fangirlism (= Somehow, I'm not in the least bothered that he's 37 this year. I don't think he even looks like his age!

Currently, he's on tour for Yellow Fried Chicken (I thought of KFC! )

with You-san, Chachamaru, Junji and Chirolyn senpai!

update 21.10.2010

2010-10-21T15:13:00.004+08:00

Doshaburi desu

It's raining heavily

Changed the banner today.

This picture of Gackt has been the longest picture that I used as a wallpaper

ever since I downloaded it. So pretty and I'm not sure if you notice ,

in both pictures, his contacts are different colors ..

Someone remind me not to purchase a Fujitsu laptop in the near future.

Some of my keys are popping out ever so often that it's driving me crazy!

Anyways, the weather is really cool nowadays

Feel like staying in bed all day :P

Still waiting patiently for the timetable to be released tomorrow.

The holidays sure are fun.

Would appreciate it more if it's extended lol

Hm watched some videos on how to speak mandarin?

It's okay if I don't understand fully

A for effort at least

Did some designing today.

Should do more often.

That's all

See Ya~

New Semester

2010-10-20T18:26:00.004+08:00

This Sunday marks the end of the super long holiday

That is to say that Semester 2.2 is starting.

School timetable will be released this Friday, 22nd October 2PM.

Heard that there might be no class on Tuesday.

We'll see about that later on.

This semester need to buck up if not God knows what will happen to me 5 years from now.

OKAY! If you haven't noticed already, I revamped the entire blog.

Was feeling super-duper bored today and I thought I might make something.

Will be doing more graphic and web designing in future.

Want to recruit me? Sure, no problem. LOL

I'm still learning and want to have more experience in this field.

So look out for more designs in this space (:

I'm not here to stay

2010-10-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

I told my mum that once i make enough money, I'm going to move out of the house.

I don't care if I'm married or not by then.

Let others think what they want.

Flower [ translation ]

2010-10-05T13:48:00.000+08:00

Flower by GACKT

Unable to return, unable to take it back
too many things lost
I catch the unseasonal snow and scatter it towards the sky

The tears you shed are changing to powder snow
I want to touch that whimsical smile

Even if I repeat the sin that won't be forgiven
and descend to hell, my body* burning
it's okay if you're there giving me a smile

If I am reborn, as a flower nestled close to you-

I was just struggling, engaged in rivalries
crying in a corner of that time
To I without a name, you were a too bright flower

The words you left behind grow stronger in my heart
Smiling "There's no such thing as a world without tomorrow**..."

The nights I lie awake, alone, come to visit again
Even if I'm just waiting for a meaningless ending***
If you're here it's okay, just that alone is okay

If I am reborn, as a flower nestled close to you-

Left alone, my tears dry up
the cruel seasons continue to change

Even if I cling to my memories
I can't return to that time
Repeating my unending sadness

The earth goes on forever, everything is beautiful
You closed your eyes and the seasons pass on
The sadness won't disappear, even now, but
The world I longed for is beginning

At the end of my sadness, I found it at last
I held the flower named you close
Till it makes me helpless, I overflow with love****

If I am reborn, I will be by your side
You are the irreplaceable flower

2010-09-26T14:07:00.002+08:00

Hello people~ Went Hari Raya visit with SEC4 2008. Covered almost 8-9 houses i think. A lot of fun and I enjoy it. Thank you very much.. Will upload the rest of the photos soon :)

At Teacher Aini's house

Ustaz Abdul Salam's house

In the van :)

Waiting for the van @ Changi Village

Nasi Lemak anyone?

My house :))

2010-09-24T12:45:00.007+08:00

I only have myself to rely on.

No matter what happens,

I must be there for myself

because nobody can change my fate

if it's not myself!

So it's okay!

Let's try again next semester!

It doesn't kill to stay positive right?

I know I can do better :))

What's past will remain in the memory.

But what's most important is to learn from mistake!

My GPA drop.. Just as expected.. But at least it's not that bad...

But could have been better..

And yes, I'm a bit demanding because I know more capable than that..

I love to think "If I can do it once, I can certainly do it again"

and "If others can do it, why can't I?"

It kinda keeps the fire burning ...

waah seeh! LOL

I was taken back a little bit because the gap is a bit huge to my previous gpa :(

I keep telling myself it's okay..

You won't learn until you fail..

I would rather learn success the harder way

than an easy way out..

It just makes you aware and more mature :)

*pats my shoulder*

Nice job Ain!

Current mood:

"It's just a little crush"

2010-09-23T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hello :D Just got back from Accelerate and Im dead beat! However, Im so happy because I preordered Gackt 2011 Calender! It's damn huge man .. The size is a B2 poster.. Collector's item some more.. Can make money after that! LOL anyway, I had a great time. What about you?

Here's the cover of 2008's calender (Japan Edition)

Song: Flower By Gackt

Mood: Happy

2010-09-21T15:46:00.004+08:00

Listening to: Flower by GACKT

GACKT is my latest idol. Don't get me wrong. I still love my 'turtle' very very much. I realized that I haven't been updating for a long long time! oops! Should have noticed that sooner. Anyway, everything is going fine. Been having the school holidays for a couple of months actually because of the YOG thing. I have no idea when the exam results will be out. I'm living it day by day. It's almost the third week of Hari Raya. My secondary school will be organizing a Hari Raya event this Saturday. But unfortunately, i can't make it. I got a last minute job in the morning. But i promise ill go out with you guys after that!! I seriously want to hontouni !

Current mood: Yey! My first post after a long break!

2010-05-25T04:59:00.003+08:00

It's been sometime huh?
Term test next week and im seriously not prepared
A lot of things to plan for this week
One of them is a trip to the Singapore Arts Museum
I donno when Im gonna go there -.-
I dont have company
Friday is holiday
Thursday mid sem briefing
Decision making has never been so stressful
It's gonna determine my future

Anyway, I cant bring myself to change the wallpaper
as well as the songs from the playlist
They're just too perfect >.<
It's the first time that I feel reluctant to change it
Normally, I would even change it after one day
LOL yup im indecisive

Young people like me should be more tolerable
Less willful
More focus
I need anger management skills

2010-05-09T06:59:00.002+08:00

I want my laptop back so bad.
So people cant keep sneaking up my back to see what videos im watching!
Irratating ler
I watch anime also got complain
I watch music videos also got people dont like
wahseh then wat??

2010-05-08T16:04:00.002+08:00

Ouch
Ive been sitting in the same chair since 5 in the morning
A total of 6 hours and counting.
My mum has been glaring at me coz she's been wanting to save the electricity
for this month .. *nervous laugh* so scary sia she look at me
Alright, done with human computer interaction powerpoint and personal reflection.
Left with preparing for the presentation on Monday itself. yey ness!
Did the tutorial halfway coz too lazy to read two long pdf files >:(
I probably should have done it anyway
Hmm btw does anybody know why my wad video doesnt work?
It only came as an audio file even though the format is avi
Then how am i supposed to do e-learning? -.-''

Planning to start on my u-art assignment today =)
Cmsk research for week 04 =)
Revision for DBIS
Okay i have to admit that im lost
So better catch up fast before its too late

Anyway, it rained just now
so happy .. bye bye hot weather
heeeello rain! eheem! I like rain better than NO RAIN!
ahaha get it?! No?
Forget it lol

2010-05-06T04:25:00.008+08:00

Im too nice and gentle
to be honest.

That's why im being taken advantage of.

I should learn to be stern and agressive if need be.

Im insecure so I need to see into it myself but again it involves my position in class.

Please convince me that ure not that kind of person.

Coz I hate to think that of u and I know u can perform better than that.

Im trying to help but its useless if you're not putting in enough effort

2010-05-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

omg I feel like crying
my laptop kena blue screen
then suddenly BAM!
every single file that I had
my work!
my pictures!
my music!
my anime!
my manga!
my breaking dawn ...
all gone sia =(((
I got back up some of the recent files but not everything
now Im going to spend the entire night trying to get back all the stuff
hope everything will be fine

but looking at the bright side of things
at least my computer is performing faster right?
no freezing whatsoever

2010-05-02T17:31:00.002+08:00

Mask Making Attempt #2 = SUCCESS!

Ok so I forced my mum to be my model

Did it second time and it's by far nicer than the first mask =))

But in return, I had to clean up the mess plus sweep the floor

LOL never mind. at least now i cant concentrate on other stuff

I heard that next week is CCN day right?

So I cant wait for next week!

Then can watch anime

Watch Manga

Watch korean , japanese and taiwanese drama

Then get emotional and cry to myself

wth? o.O

LOL that's women for you!!

2010-05-01T13:42:00.003+08:00

Mask making = Fail!

I apologize to my cds partner for not doing a good job!

So nervous . Didn't know how to do the right way .

Plus I came in late since I had to attend the award ceremony in the morning.

Came in then very blur.

Then got one kind soul and became my partner.

Poor thing! Didn't do a good job plus he had to wait for extra 15 minutes

for me to finish the thing after the class ended

damn lah

They made it look so easy *sigh*

Will do it again by myself this time

Any volunteers who wants to be model?

lol

now you guys are probably scared!

2010-04-30T00:08:00.004+08:00

Hi all!

Week 02 is finally off to an end!

Can't wait for the weekend

Not feeling too well this past few days

Late night sleeps and cold

My mother already start to shake her head when she saw

me still up at 2 to 3 am in the morning

I think that in order to get great results, one needs to be productive

Personally, i think the holidays did taught me a lesson or two

I kinda feel that something has changed

Im much serious now and I know what i want and goals

Not to mention that I've fallen in love with G-Dragon <3

Second week and people can already feel the pressure

Quite nervous to see the future and the amount of workload they're going

to throw at us..

Im probably gonna stop here

Need to do some work and touch ups =)

G-Dragon aka Kwon Jiyong

omg why do you have to be so adorable?

2010-04-17T11:29:00.005+08:00

Okay okay I know that I've been dead for a very veery long time. Nothing spectacular about my holidays but I did have a lot of fun. New semester starts on Monday. Im excited while dreading it at the same time. Well, if you're wondering what I had been up to during the holidays, I got a part time job at a kindergarten located at Pasir Ris, Kids Medow kindergarten. One word = wow! The kids were adorable and nice. I felt at home instantly but educating isn't as easy because it's a responsibility.

Snack time!

omg what happened to her teeth! lol

I adore the guy on the right. He rarely smiles but he did in this photo!

Besides that, I went to East Coast Chalet which I believe that I had mentioned about it in my previous post. Don't feel like uploading any pictures for that one. Went to Seoul Garden with my secondary school friends Nafisah, Humairah, Khairil, Hafizah, Iffah, Nurul Ain and Nur Hidia. It was an all girls paaartay! Wished that the rest could have been there. Hang out at Orchard Road till late at night. Well, I got a scolding from my dad once I got home >.<

Anyway, Ive been doing a lot of thinking also. For the last several months, everything has been at a really fast pace that I don't seem to notice anything except for studying. I took things for granted. I had forgotten how green the leafs are, how beautiful the sky looks at night and why I was here in the first place. So it was the time when I really did some thinking and ask myself what exactly do i want in life. Haven't found the answer but will keep trying.

p.s Im kinda into the color pink and the cutie stuff. Hm i think the holidays did change me a little. Anyway if it's for the better, then why not?!

2010-03-12T14:30:00.003+08:00

Hey

Been M.I.A for a pretty long time. Got nothing to blog about and am not THAT interested. Well I just received my results. Didn't know that it was out today.. Completely shock and happy.. I did my mother proud .. Learn from mistakes and improve on it .. The late night sleep and multiple trips to the library was worth it .. Dont give up and try harder next time =))

2010-02-14T09:38:00.003+08:00

Im leaving in 2 hours time. Hope everything goes smoothly.. Insya Allah.. It's a huge habit of mine .. everytime i get nervous, ill get stomach cramps aarrgghh! I think i inherited it form my mum and grandmother ;P lol I will post some pictures soon ...

Actually the main reason is that we're celebrating my niece's 5th birthday. We do that every year and just spread the love especially since its valentine's day as well... Valentine's day doesnt mean you must have a boyfriend/girlfriend to celebrate the day .. I think that its the day for spreading the love to anyone including your family and friends =) Well, that's all .. Will update soon

xoxo

Nur'ain

2010-02-13T15:11:00.003+08:00

Hey

So sorry for being so inactive the last couple of weeks. Yesterday marked the end of week 17. Submitted mos website and tpas story portfolio =) Now just need to concentrate on cmaths.. The last 2 weeks were crazy.. Slept for an average of 2 hours per day.. I had my revenge and slept for 8 hours.. lols .. Anyway, I cant wait for tomorrow! Will be spending the holiday at East Coast Chalet with family for 3 days :)) Got lots and lots of food super happy

2010-02-04T09:02:00.002+08:00

Hello people!

My blog has been rather stale lately.Um I have a couple of submission to be done tomorrow. Im almost done with Animation Programming , just to improve some stuff. The deadline has been extended to next Monday. But hey, who wants to come at 8.30 am when class starts at 12 noon ?Well for some people but not me. Secondly, I had recorded voice over for my video for my CDS. I feel awkward telling a personal story. I wonder how will people react? Will they accept my past ?How will they look at me in the future? I don't want pity . I just want understanding. Thirdly, need to research for NMT .. i cant wait for the weekend coz I want to have fun. Actually, this week is not so bad. Maybe I slack a little but hey it's still manageable.

XoXo

2010-01-25T05:26:00.002+08:00

Hey guys

It's 5.25 AM and i am forcing myself to get out of bed to do assignments .. Probably because I want to have my beauty sleep tomorrow night .. The last report was too last minute .. I still cant imagine how i pulled it off .. Basically , Im left with the referencing and research portfolio .. Get it done once and for all by today .. I started early doing it however , i needed to change some stuff in the end .. *just three more weeks* and everything will be fine .. just cant wait for that day to come !!

2010-01-20T09:32:00.004+08:00

Good day everyone

Set my alarm clock to 3 in the morning .. I have developed this habit to force myself wake up early and do some assignments .. For me , this method kind of works .. Im a morning person and I can study best during the day .. Its better when everyone else is sleeping .. The morning is quiet and cold .. No interruptions and sounds of traffic .. Well occasionally , the sound of cats hissing at one another .. Cat fights are a common thing near my area .. It happens all the time .. On top of cars .. At the rooftop .. Even on fences .. Wah cats nowadays so pro! And some dont eat fish .. They prefer Friskies .. Fussy eaters! lol .. I like feeding the cats even though Im kinda scared .. Why not give em food ? Most of em look so frail and skinny .. Also , I got neighbours who keep dogs as pets .. So freaking cute sia .. Every morning, got one white and brown dog play 'chasing' together .. awww .. brightens my day ..

Im planning to finish cmsk by today .. everything except for the reference list and research portfolio .. Reference I need time to sort the links out .. So far , MOS is going pretty well and Im loving the filming process .. I wish that I got some photos to put up here .. Will take more during the next shoot .. Tomorrow leave school early to shoot the baby scene and the remaining .. Hope everything goes fine .. and finish edit asap .. Will continue doing my digital story telling and mmp this Friday .. Cant wait for the weekend !

Foongting spam people of msn, twitter and now she's doing it on blogs ! She even sent me voice clips waaah she must be really bored yesterday ..

ps yuum ! mummy is cooking .. food smell so nice !! Must eat before leaving for school later today ..

2010-01-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

The weekend is here finally. Went to Yeefong's house to film MOS. The experience was funny and i think we kinda need it after a whole week of school. Rushed home and reached around 8.45 pm .. oh oh .. Had fun , ate and watched them played Left For Dead .. I want to play but im kind of scared .. Though I very much prefer to stick to playing The Sims 2 on my laptop ..

Have to start doing digital storytelling tonight.. I need some photos though for a start .. Reading codes and watching tutorials for ANP .. Not much time left .. I prefer to struggle now and have a pleasant holiday during CNY at East Coast Park Chalet .. Ill be out from 13 to 15 February .. OMG I cant wait .. School end faster can ?? lolz I want to meet friends and play under the sun !
God, lease answer my prayers lolz

2010-01-05T04:07:00.002+08:00

Good morning!

The time is exactly 4.07 AM .. Am currently doing anp .. gave up halfway and went to sleep but now im wide awake to try it again .. i dont quite like programming .. i usually get stuck in doing questions .. Well for some people , we just take a longer time to understand .. while others are given a gift ..

I think i should resume .. just taking a short 5 mins break ..

xOxO

A new beginning

2010-01-04T08:50:00.003+08:00

Good morning!

The weather is cold and its a perfect day to snuggle in your bed :) Well school officially starts for most people .. The bus stop was crowded with people .. A good start huh? After term break (which i personally think isnt long enough lol ) , lessons start at 12 noon .. Going a little bit earlier .. thinking of dropping by at the library to find some books .. Well , one of the many things that ive considered for 2010 is to work harder .. I believe in the impossible .. Like how my teacher used to say " من جد وجد " .. Which somehow means if you work hard for it , you 'll get it .. And i believe in that =)

Anyway, hope you have a great start .. Ill update soon about my day at school

xOxO

2010-01-01T17:02:00.003+08:00

Good day !
Everyone seems to be in a festive mood today. I did SOME work though i think that i should do more .. Going out later today with family ..

Anyway today is the start of a brand new year, 2010 .. Cepatnyer masa berlalu .. pejam celik pejam celik dah tahun baru .. Tak sangker betul .. Sebanrnyer , ain maseh dalam dunia sendiri .. Angan angan .. bergurau senda .. When will i grow up? When will i understand and get those answers ? Kadang kala , kiter sibuk mencari jawapan tapi ia ada di depan mata! Nih bukan buta mata tapi buta hati .. Hmm raser2 tabiat buruk nih dah tak boleh diterima lagi .. Harus berubah .. Sebelum orang laen tegur , lebih baek tegur diri sendiri dulu .. Nanti paysey lah plak ;P

Credit http://fav.me/d1sa0m4

2009-12-30T18:18:00.003+08:00

RIP Jimmy 'The Rev' Sullivan

Drummer of Avenged Sevenfold

I was equally suprised when i got to know about this. He passed away yesterday. And this is NOT a rumour . Check the official website out. I still cant believe it.. Just when 2009 was coming to an end.. So many artists passed away this year ..

My heart goes out to Jimmy

Lots of love

2009-12-29T15:23:00.003+08:00

Came back from school .. Only one hour of lesson .. Total hours plus mmp on Thursday is 3 hours of school .. That's the good news .. The bad news is lots of assignment piling up ! From reflections to report .. Quite depressing but still its part of responsibility .. Chose my cds already .. Hope i get it this time .. That reminds me that i have an in class assesment for my current cds next week -.-'

Anyway i would like to share u guys this video .. its called On the brightside by NeverShoutNever .. It made my day =) plus its adorable with a great storyline

2009-12-22T16:22:00.002+08:00

Well i just did the second blog post for nmt .. About promoting one local organisation .. I thought i got hear Ms Josephine told about it during the last tutorial lesson .. Well , I tried and am not 100% satisfied with the entry .. hmm .. Anyways , im not looking forward to next week .. Arrghh the holidays fly so fast ! I start early so end early .. Remember to select your CDS for next term on the 28th onwards yar ! Im still thinking of what to choose ..

Planning for an outing with some secondary school friends .. Hope everything goes well .. And most importantly , everybody is able to make it .. If not then what's the point of organising one ?

Ciaao people! Going back to do some chores -.- AT LEAST twice a day ..

2009-12-20T16:41:00.002+08:00

So ive decided for the digital storytelling .. Im going to do a tribute to one of my friend .. This going to be hard .. It left little memory for me to remember ... However , you were once my friend and will always be ..

for my friend ...

Nailul Karimah

Wherever you are now , you are remembered

2009-12-19T11:04:00.002+08:00

Mr Rick Toh's sms yesterday scare me eh! I thought he got the wrong person whatsoever .. My sister told me to read the sms again .. She was like ayyah it's COK 09 not YOUR name! Ceeeeh i panicked unnecessarily .. haaaiizzz .. That's just me .. I think i need to chill more often .. At this rate im going , im gonna have wrinkles anytime soon .. Well that day i just discovered that i have a strand of white hair .. omg .. im getting old .. Must laugh more often ...

The weather these couple of days makes me want to stay in bed .. Sooo cold .. BRR! Yey im done with painting and drawing for my sister's classroom =) Cant wait to see those happy faces when school reopens ..

And yar for NMT , can anyone tell me coz i heard that there's another blog post needed about the finding of one local organisation ??

2009-12-16T19:26:00.003+08:00

Hey all ,

So ive totally recovered from my allergy. Alhamdulillah Ive never felt better .. It had been almost 3 days and i practically survived on Instant mashed potatoes and soups .. Though im still trying to figure out which food gave me this -.- So after that , decided to do SPRING CLEANING! The wonderful smell of soup in my room - mission accomplished! when my sister entered the room , she was like WTH ? Now she thinks im terrified of germs! lol weeeell sort of !
So tomorrow is back on assignments .. Stop procrastinating and get working!

xOxO

2009-12-14T17:19:00.002+08:00

Hey guys

I havent been feeling the best since last night .. Well i ate something that i wasnt supposed to unknowingly .. Initially , i thought that it was just mosquito bite or something .. i couldnt sleep at all last night .. Itchy itchy itchy .. So i wake up this morning and i realised that i was allergic to the food i ate the day before .. Now my whole face is swollen .. The worst that ive ever experienced .. Yeah i got similar allergy before but it wasnt this serious .. Itchy oh my God! It wasnt this bad until i returned home from White Sands .. The feeling was scary .. I didnt ate so naturally i was weak .. Felt like i was going to faint..The weather was nice but i was shivering .. scary ..

My mum said that im allergic to boys . .Well they showed Twilight on StarMovies last night .. So maybe i got too excited and that's why -.-''

2009-12-12T14:14:00.003+08:00

Mum decided to give me and my sister some break from doing the housework .. But then had to babysit my nephew and niece .. It wasnt what i had in mind but childrens tend to brighten up my day ! Innocent and adorable .. Anyway , will continue helping my sister with her class decorations .. It's an annual thing .. Every year , i will help her decorate her class like drawing and painting etc .. Volunteery work .. Kinda fun .. And i really love to see the expression of her student during the first day of school .. This year's theme was Animals and stuff .. But for 2010 , it's about the disney characters so she decided to do on Cars :) Kinda fun ad i enjoyed .. Still have a couple more to do ..

Anyway , have a great weekend guys :)

2009-12-10T11:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was family day .. Went out with family .. So happy to accompany both my niece and nephew to the playground =) Well, adults are young at heart too so it brought back a lot of memories .. Planning some stuff with my friends for the holiday .. See ya guys soon and hope that the weather is sunny enough unlike last time

xOxO

2009-12-09T15:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to watch NEW MOON with Alicia after school .. Im still smiling to myself every now and then when i remember how the movie went .. The movie was great and sometimes funny at the same time .. im not gonna be a spoiler just in case some of you havent watch it .. Im still indecisive .. Can i be neutral ? I want to be in both Team Edward and Team Jacob lol The Volturi is amazing

Haters please dont leave bad comments

2009-12-08T10:24:00.003+08:00

Im nervous as always .. Feel a little bit better than yesterday .. I need to trust myself this time round .. Just dont be a dissapointment .. See ya guys later in school :) Happy studying guys! After 4.30 PM (or earlier for some of u ) its fun time! Yey but too bad new moon plan is cancelled .. Sorry Alicia :/ Maybe some other time .. I really want to watch it but my parents set a curfew for me :(

xOxO

2009-12-07T15:54:00.003+08:00

Taking a short break from CMaths revision .. Got everything done .. Just need to practice until i sorta remember what comes next .. See ya guys tomorrow at 3PM =) and good luck

Fell in love with this song once i heard it =)

Here Goes Nothing by NeverShoutNever

Check, check one-two

Alright, here goes nothin'

If timing's everything stop telling me you're taking your time

I know you're anxious but you're running your mouth like you're five years old again

It's so hard to pretend

Like I know everything, I don't know anything

I wanted you to see (that I got nothin')

I'll sit back and I'll watch the show (yeah I'll watch the show)

And I'll lay awake and I'll watch the stars as they collide

And my eyes, they don't see

And I don't breathe the way I used to

Yeah my lips (woah), they don't sing

And I won't be the way I was on that night

Steady breathing is all I can advise to a girl with a sweet tooth for revenge

I know I'm crazy but it's so hard to pretend

Like I know everything, I don't know anything

I wanted you to see (that I got nothin')

I'll sit back and I'll watch the show (yeah I'll watch the show)

And I'll lay awake and I'll watch the stars as they collide

And my eyes, they don't see

And I don't breathe the way I used to

Yeah my lips (woah), they don't sing

And I won't be the way I was on that night

It was the night everybody agreed I was wrong about you

I told them you were being so strong

I knew you were a liar, I knew you were a liar from the start

It was the night everybody agreed I was wrong about you

I told them you were being so strong

I knew you were a liar, I knew you were a liar from the start

Don't treat me like we're playing a game 'cause baby I don't wanna lose

Baby I don't wanna risk it all for you

And my eyes, they don't see

And I don't breathe the way I used to

Yeah my lips (woah), they don't sing

And I won't be the way I was on that night

Yeah my lips (woah), they don't sing

And I won't be the way I was on that night

2009-12-04T19:06:00.003+08:00

Im so glad that week 7 is over.. No more rushing of assignments and presentations .. Will be having CMaths test next Tuesday .. So till then so classes all the way till Dec 28 2009 .. And on that week , most of the subjects are e-learning .. Lots of things to catch up this term break =)

that's all and im gonna spend the rest of the night doing fun stuff :)

xoxo

2009-12-03T07:57:00.002+08:00

Today is the submission for MMP sketchbook and poster .. Thought i was going to take a long time to do it so decided to wake up at 6.oo am after doing it halfway last night .. Turned out that Ive finished it already .. Thinking of catching up on my sleep again .. but it is a bad idea .. i might overslept hmph .. what to do for the next couple of hours ? hm ...

Im not the kind of girl who would fall in love with just any guy I meet ..

2009-11-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

Blocked nose + sore throat = Sleepiness and Laziness

Did visual representation of NMT today.. Better than expected .. I thought we were going to screw up but thankfully we survived .. And IM ALIVE! Still kicking hard ! lol And great jobs guys =) *Tompang gembira .. hehe * Nervous like what sia .. those are my friends and i should feel that way .. hmph!

Anyways, still got some stuff to do .. ANP learning materials .. Good luck to those presenting tomorrow =) Jia You! ( Did I spell it right ? )

p.s: Am feeling much better after drinking hot milo ..

2009-11-29T15:27:00.003+08:00

The only thing im waiting now is for week 7 to end even before it started .. Im so tired .. I look like panda and i still havent had my lunch .. And i sort of have Yupi candy for breakfast o.O .. it's so pathetic .. Just get this done and over with .. Continue diorama after this .. paper .. paper .. paper .. i swear i wont be folding (origami) anytime soon i tell ya .. Gonna go to school early .. try to finish NMT blog by tonight .. chop chop ..

(Left) part of the diorama .. so cute! lol took a lot of patience .. the thing is so small

2009-11-27T19:26:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kawan-kawan Ku semua =)

Alhamdulillah , jatuh pada hari Juma'at ..

raser macam gembira sangat2 ..

entah kenaper lol

Meeting Foongting , Alicia , Yeefong and Laura tomorrow

to do a little bit more of the editting part for NMT

and the diorama as well .

Finished my part early so

i can have time during the weekends.

Spring cleaning!

Not exactly the most exciting thing to do during the weekends :/

Finished ANP summary ,

research for NMT,CMaths tutorial ,

MMP reflection ( just need to collect the photos )

Next week I got two tests , CMSK and TPAS ..

Tonight doing MOS movie review and blogging

about NAS for NMT ..

This weekend study for tests =)

I have the feeling that next week

is going to be similar like week 6.

Looks like more 'headbanging' for me in front of laptop at night

Looking forward to watch Momo Love tomorrow night

2009-11-24T14:53:00.002+08:00

Today is assignment mania! lol

Im feeling kinda bored.. decided to take a rest for a while .. hmph .. dont have the mood to blog.. But while i was researching for NMT right, i saw this picture on the internet. Hope this would bring a smile ur face and relieve some stress :)

Poor baby lol

2009-11-22T19:13:00.002+08:00

Been working on assignments since morning . My body aches plus the weather is so nice for me to sleep. Told myself to cut some slack. Left with NMT and ANP only. Last finishing touches to report introduction.

Dont feel like updating much . Tomorrow's Monday. Cant wait for Friday though because its public holiday ! Yey! Cant wait for the food

2009-11-21T13:20:00.002+08:00

I was finding stuff for CMSK3 report introduction. I got bored plus i found this cute mouse pad from my sister a while go. U ve heard of M2M before? There were this really hip and cool girl bands.. Not a fan .. But i was bored so decided to draw stuff .. Just needed a break that's all :)

What ya guys doing this weekend?

Another rainy day

2009-11-20T16:49:00.003+08:00

Glad to hear that next Friday is a public holiday coz of Hari Raya Haji :))
Waah so happy . No CDS. Anyway, it rained quite heavily in the afternoon.
Stayed in school to do homework and then boom! Raining sia lol
Thought i was saved since i had an umbrella
But i still got drenched in the end .. What's the freaking use of the umbrella?
Ok never mind im being random again
Anyways decided that i should pamper myself once a week with candies and chocolates etc
lol actually for this week alone i had too many Yupi candies already ..
Someone told me that one day i will lose all of my tooth ! So sad but Yupi is damn good ah

So this week was fine i guess in school. Done with Cmaths2 quiz and tutorial for next week.
So this weekend, i would try to finish off as many things possible.

Now that i have my laptop back, i can smell freedom!
No need to pester my sister just to use the desktop comp anymore
Always got problem one leh .. Very hard to convince her .. At home also need to book one liao ..
so sad .. so sad.. so sad ..

P.S:

im not that kind of person . If you need help in studies, u approach me and ask me to teach you. I will never surrender my work for someone to copy neither would i do it for u .. im just not that kind of person.. i have a feeling that ure using ppl

2009-11-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

Hey,

The weather has been super chilly these few days. Plus the blasting aircon in the classroom . Horrible! No MMP for this week and the week after. In a way im happy but im not actually. Have to visit the exhibit and musem thingy i think.. Got lots of stuff to cover this weekend.

CMSK3 report introduction
ANP teach-to-learn session
[ ive been trying to leave suggestions on the forum but it just doesnt work!]
CMaths tutorial [ half way done]
NMT since it will be due in week 7 i think

i can seriously feel the heat now
gotta catch up fast
I think i might be spending some time in school tomorrow after my cds
BTW cds is getting a little bit too boring for me

2009-11-12T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hey all,

Went to school damn early ah like 8am
But lesson starts at 12noon
Waited.. Waited.. Waited..
Teacher came only at 8.45am =.='
I waited until my milo finished already
But definitely benefit a lot
having to hear all those stuff about ANP is never a waste
In fact nothing is a waste in life
If he repeat that for the third time also
I dont mind listening again

I look back about the things that happened yesterday

I felt good
The simplest things made me happy

I laughed sincerely at jokes :)
I smile more :)
I waved to bus driver coz he was being really nice :)
[yeah it was completely random but why not just be nice for no reason?]

Ate with friends :)
Play games :)
Taught me Mandarin :)

And just having great friends by my side
Im glad that it was a great day
And i hope for the same thing days to come
More happy suprises :))

TOMORROW IS CCN DAY !!!!
Muffin Girl and Cookie Boy !
Hope everything goes well ah C244

2009-11-08T15:26:00.001+08:00

OMG. can you stop blaming me for once?

2009-11-06T18:12:00.000+08:00

Truth is

i feel so emo these past few days

2009-11-05T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hey all ,

Feel glad that ive finally submitted the alien animation
No more tracing aite?
Anyway, this week quite tiring
Yesterday reached home at 8.30pm
Thank goodness i came home before Dad did
But i pity Mum
She spent the whole day aloooone
Must spend more time with her

Uggh tomorrow got CDS
Not excited
Still got Motion And Sound assignment
Almost done
Need more sound effects
Think Ain! Think Ain!

Im a huge fan of music
But im just not a good song composer

Yar
tomorrow got IMI SiG meeting
At 2.00 PM!
I dont mind ah
After that, must go out and have fun fun fun fun!!!

Good night
(still waiting patiently for laptop)

2009-11-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

Hey all ,

Im beginning to feel the tension of assignments
I was working on Motion And Sound

Different teacher.
Different expectations.
Different views.

Change the whole song.
Change the theme.
Change the effects.

And I have to do everything in less than one week

*cry*

Bad news :
I dont have Mac
Lappy is away
Got literature review submission
Animation Programming
Independent Learning Exercise C and D

2009-11-01T12:45:00.003+08:00

Hey all ,

How i dread Sundays

Just the mere thought of school tomorrow scares me

Anyway waited for hours

just to finish downloading Flash CS4

Thank goodness i didnt have problems

Yups i do have CS3 but it keeps on giving me

stupid installer alerts

Well now im working on the alien animation for ANP

He really did mean it when Mr Rick said that it

would take at least 8 hours to complete

Guess what?

Ive been sitting in this freaking chair since 7 am

And have been taking short breaks in between

Here's some part of it

Im not done yet

Im really trying very hard. Im pushing myself and exploring different things. Please just give me a chance to prove.
I can be just as succesful. Just wait for me . I need time to do this

2009-10-31T15:28:00.002+08:00

Hey all,

Sent my lappy to the Fujitsu Care Centre
at Funan DigitalMall
Got some monitor and start up problems
well the person said hat in 4 days time
I can come and collect it
But just a few seconds ago
i got a call and the person said
there's something wrong with the mother board
and they have to buy a new one
All in all, it will come in 2 weeks time

0.O

OMG!
What about my work?
My files?
Everything?
Two weeks leeeh?!
Not two days!
How am i going to survive?

I still need to use Flash and
do programming
I got no mood to go the concert already
Aaaarrrggghhhh!

2009-10-29T08:29:00.002+08:00

Hey,

Mother's birthday is tomorrow
Will be meeting her after school
to go somewhere
Im not sure if any of my fellow friends remember
But exactly tomorrow,
it would have been three years since our
beloved friend past away
Arwah Nailul Karimah

Kalau anda ingat atau punya masa ,
sedekahkan lah surah Al-Fatehah atas namanya

2009-10-25T18:42:00.002+08:00

This is my second post of the day
Since tomorrow is Monday
I might as well use some of my time to update well
I gotta need to get it out of my chest anyway

Ok here i go

Im very comfortablein my own skin
i have an identity
I KNOW my identity well
I dont try to be someone i not just to impress people
To me, if you dont like me
Then be it
Heck care
But work is still work

Aku adalah seorang Muslimah
Aku punya identiti
Aku bukan seperti mereka
Yang kehilangan identiti
Aku adalah Muslimah
Kau mungkin menganggap aku lemah
Tiada style
Tiada fashion
Tiada tarikkan

Tapi yang pasti,
aku bukan engkau
Aku punya ilmu yang dibawa selama 10 tahun yang lalu
Aku punya pegangan agama dan prinsip Islam
Dan jikalau kau mentertawakan pakaian ku ,
cakapan ku, tingkah laku ku,

engkau mentertawakan Islam

Itulah yang membezakan antara kau dan aku

2009-10-25T18:26:00.003+08:00

I dont normally read newspapers everyday
but this week news really shock me
I know of such things called child abuse
But i didnt know that there are sooo much of such things.
Recently was about this little girl in Malaysia
Her mother's boyfriend abused her
What happen to humanity?
I think she was just 3 years old
[ Innalillahi wainnailaihiraji'un ]

I read today's paper Berita Harian
There are more of such cases reported here!
When adults cant control their emotions
they take it out on these innocent childrens
A child is like a gift from God
They are innocent beings
Whereas some adults are lustful and inhuman
What's becoming of this world?

Murders.

Losing one's virginity before marriage.

Homosexuals.

Drug abuse.

Gamble addictions.

The world itself is complete and simple
But humans complicate it
and cause disasters to our home

Stop Child Abuse.

2009-10-24T17:36:00.003+08:00

Hey all
Im just thinking whether ole is really really up yet?
I cant find course documents
to start my work!
And Animation Programming under
IMI Year Matters is missing
this is frustrating

=.='

This morning went to Daiso at IMM
Yey had fun
But then my niece began running away from us
she was getting lost in the crowd
OMG
I sprint into a run siiiiaaaa!
[ I needed an exercise anyway
Guess why she did that?
Coz she didnt get her Fries at Mc Donalds!

Double =.=''

U want fries then u made me run for whaaat?
Bu then i cant blame her
she's still young

p.s: Laptop not working again!!

2009-10-23T15:49:00.002+08:00

It's the fifth day of the week
Went for cds today at nine
Classmates look nice
much older
but then veeery quiet
The whole lesson is almost like cmsk
even the lecturer is the same
looks like fun

went to library level 7
veryyy emoo
Suprisingly so quiet
Must remind myself to bring laptop
next Friday
Then thank god Hafizah called
Met up
and btw , im not angry
my phone is spoilt so i cant reply ur messages

And yey tomorrow is Saturday
i can finally sleep longer !
After that study study study!

2009-10-20T18:07:00.002+08:00

Scream 2009 Awards list of winners:

Most Anticipated Fantasy Film: 'Alice in Wonderland'
Best Sci-Fi Actress: Megan Fox, 'Transformers 2'
Breakout Performance, Female: Isabelle Lucas, 'Transformers 2'
Best Villain: Alexander Skarsgard, 'True Blood'
Breakout Performance, Male: Taylor Lautner, 'Twilight'
Best Comic Book Writer: Jeff Jones
Best Comic Book Movie: 'Watchmen'
Rock Immortal Award: Keith Richards
Best Horror Movie: 'Drag Me to Hell'
Best Horror Actor, Male: Stephen Moyer, 'True Blood'
Best Horror Actor, Female: Anna Paquin, 'True Blood'
Best Fantasy Actor, Male: Robert Pattinson, 'Twilight'
Best Fantasy Actor, Female: Kristen Stewart, 'Twilight'
Scream Mastermind Lifetime Achievement Award: George A. Romero
Best Director: J.J. Abrams, 'Star Trek'
Best TV Show: 'True Blood'
Best Fantasy Movie: 'Twilight'
Comic-Con Icon Lifetime Achievement Award: Stan Lee
Ultimate Scream: 'Star Trek'

2009-10-18T17:11:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day before school
officially starts tomorrow
Time flies so fast
Almost 2 months of holidays gone
just like that

Yesterday my dear friend since primary 1
went overseas to continue her studies
at Kolej Al Azhar
Wish her all the best
Miss ya :)

Since there's still few hours left
Probably join my mum for a GH marathon
She's getting better
Now Santana is playing in the background
Moms

2009-10-16T13:33:00.003+08:00

Time table is out already.
Check if u havent!
And my CDS is on Friday
Ive clearly forgotten what its about
But surely either IT or design lor
Im happy though

Excited.
Over whelmed.
Nervous.
Anxious.

:)

2009-10-15T12:32:00.002+08:00

Cant believe the holidays will soon be over
The thought itself is scary
Gotta enjoy while i still can

Peace.

2009-10-13T15:25:00.002+08:00

Brother got extra rich
Bought guitar hero 5 for his PS3
Super duper happy
didnt feel like going out the last two days
It's a mean machine
Completely awesome
Though it's no where near the real thing
but it's just as challenging
Really awesome
Dont want to go to school next week
now that i have this

haha
lol
it's a good way to release stress too!

2009-10-11T14:29:00.003+08:00

Something random i want to share
Well i subscribed to Chaserr before he started his own band
called End The Century
He was just a guy who did covers
and posted it hoping for viewers and subscribers
But now i think he kickass
Watch the video below

2009-10-09T21:06:00.001+08:00

Wow
300 posts up to date
Im bored
Now who got me started on Cafe World?

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Enjoying my life while i still can
(which is before school starts on the 19th)

2009-10-07T12:16:00.002+08:00

Life sucks
Lappy not working
Handphone not working
one word = DIE
So if it happens that you send me an sms
just dont expect any reply :)

Yay met Naffy and Mai yesterday
after soooo long
Gave Mai her birthday present
And i received mine
o.O
Wait it is already waaay over rite?
lol
just that they didnt got the opportunity to give it on April
ahaha! they say better late than never
took photos
will be posting some soon

p.s : Got Singapore Idol. I watch it coz i have no choice. Im bored to death anyway

peace.

2009-10-04T14:49:00.002+08:00

Hey,

Well someone's gonna turn seventeen tomorrow
This friend of mine that I have known since Secondary one
Gonna meet her this Tuesday with Naffy
One way or another
gonna meet again
It's been ages
And since everyone is going to different school
so this kind of meeting is considered rare

Last Friday was fun
Went to Bugis with Naffy
Were eating at Burger King when suddenly a Malay guy
came up to us and asked the most random question
or maybe the most silliest
" Maner nak cari rumah sewa? "
"Where can i find a room for rent?"
I was like o.O
Are you kidding me?
We're only freakin 17 years old
Dalam hati .. alaah layankan ajerlah Mat nie

Another interesting thing was we saw few people
Shooting what seemed like a music video at Raffles Place mrt
Kinda funny
and the guy was doing all sorts of funny movements
as if there's really music in the background

Anyway,that's about it
This post is getting too long anyway

2009-09-28T18:49:00.004+08:00

Some of the photos taken during Hari Raya with friends

Hafizah
Hidayah
Asilah
Atiqah

And..

Ustaz Supendi
Ustazah Sidah

And please dont mind the last photo
Just a random shot

Random

2009-09-27T18:49:00.004+08:00

Dear Ain,

Your name says that you are mostly:
Ambitious but stubborn

Your name also says you are:
Energetic but impatient
Artistic but extreme
Dynamic but aggressive

Found this amazing drawing at deviantart.com
Yup Drawing
The person used Black and red markers
Pencils B & 2B, and white Prismacolor pencil
Spent approximately 10-12 hrs

epic.

2009-09-26T18:38:00.003+08:00

So sad
coz didnt went to meet friends at my old school this morning
Im extra sad coz almost the whole class attended the PHR
I realised something
No matter how hard we try to avoid this issue
Whether we enjoy those days as students
or not
we cant change the fact that it's part of us
It will be in our memory

So last Thursday went out with friends as planned
Altogether 9 houses
Thanks Asil for the generosity
It felt awesome to meet up with old friends and hang out
Laughed like crazy
How i hoped that the day never ended
So that way we can continue for hours and hours

God can give you everything
WEALTH
STATUS
INTELLIGENCE

LIFE

But He can take it all away
in a split second
All the things that we worked hard for

But in the end
He knows what's good for us

2009-09-23T18:01:00.002+08:00

My lappy sucks nowadays
No internet connection
Start up problems
Figured it out (i think)
hahaha
It's funny to ask someone else to fix it
when im an IT student myself

Esok jalan rayer ka per?
Dayah
Asilah
Atiqah
Hafizah
Hopefully meet others along the way
Not sure about Saturday plans
Hope i can join ya guys
But i still have a lot more other houses to visit

Peace.

2009-09-16T21:05:00.004+08:00

I received an offline message from my friend, Nafisah
Thanks for reminding me about this image
Just a little history to it
I took part in a competition in Sec 4
Well,unfortunately i didnt win
But it was a great experience

It's really oooold
Kinda messy
But not that bad i guess
lol

Feel free to use them in any ways
Just give me credits :)

2009-09-16T13:47:00.003+08:00

Ryan is twitter-ing like crazy now
He's updating and posting videos every hour of the night
Wait cant they show PRS in Singapore?

p.s

I hate fangirls *shudders*

They scare me

BIG TIME I tell ya!

2009-09-13T15:42:00.002+08:00

Im done with Season one of Paranormal State
Okay, i have to say that im hooked
Blame it that i dont have A&E on my tv.
Well yeah it kinda sucks

Anyway,yesterday went to Geylang
It was sooo crowded- Nooo!
Saw familiar faces
Weird things like girls performing Nasyid on stage?
Well,that's something you dont see everyday!
My niece was too tired
So we decided to settle in early at about 10.30PM
Only managed to sleep at about 1 in the morning

Nothing much today so byebye~

2009-09-12T11:20:00.003+08:00

Next time, it's gonna be BUSINESS
Im hell-a positive that i would do anything
I NEED this more than anything

2009-09-11T13:42:00.003+08:00

Well, i was so into watching Paranormal State episodes
I got cold chills
jeng jeng jeng
It rained outside so that explains it
haha
I really love PRS compared to others like GH or even GHI
Well nothing much today
Just gonna keep it short that's all

2009-09-10T20:43:00.005+08:00

You know what? As much as i hate Pink
I actually find this skin pretty
Havent been updating for a while
Got the exam results today
Im glad and it was kinda expected
That was only semester one
So most probably for the second sem,
Im gonna try harder

Nothing much this holiday
Self learning stuff
Been helping mum with the house chores
Well,my mum insists on shopping this Saturday for the so-called 'big day'
i dont know but i dont have DA MOOD
Anyway this year will be celebrating at a different house and everything

So ive decided that every week, im gonna post a video.It can be random stuff. But I have a feeling that most of them will be from Shane Dawson :) I love that guy .He has over 700 000 + subsribers and over 12 millions channel views.

Video of the week by ShaneDawsonTV

Flaws

2009-09-04T14:23:00.000+08:00

Cant believe it
It's been 2 weeks of Ramadhan already
OMG
Time flies so fast
Another 2 more weeks and
it's Hari Raya
Though im not actually looking forward to certain things
I dread certain parts during Hari Raya

Been watching a LOT of Shane Dawson videos
He's so brilliant
My personal fav is the Christmas Wrapper
You might wanna watch it but i need to warn
that it might not be suitable for everyone
[Dont say i didnt warn ya]

im thinking of revamping this whole blog
Expect certain changes
:D

2009-08-26T12:47:00.005+08:00

Found this photo of this cat online
It's so adorable!
Probably the owner dressed it
with Arab clothes/wear

2009-08-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

Third day of Ramadhan

Blogger gone haywire again
Finally exams are over people
Waaay over!
So happy!
-jumps up and down-

Got more than one month to chill
Usually when school starts,
I want the holidays
But sometime during the holidays,
I wish gt school

Very funny rite?!

Well that's human for you
We can never be satisfied with what we have
Always yearn for something we dont have
Instead of treasuring what we do have

2009-08-21T18:43:00.002+08:00

I felt so relieved
once CMSY was over
Overall it was okay
Paper was average
And how come no one believes me when
I said that i studied at the very last minute?!
I meant on Thursday?!
And they thought i was joking

To all my Malay friends
Selamat Berpuasa!

2009-08-20T20:00:00.002+08:00

Finally got the time for some fun
Been cramping CMSY since 11 Am in the morning
Only to have 5 to 30 mins for rest time in between
It's crunch time

Good luck C244 for tomorrow's exam
Study hard yar?

p.s:

Dont want to go to sleep cz im scared of forgetting everything ive learnt
Silly me?! Maybe

2009-08-18T20:44:00.001+08:00

Something wrong with Blogger again
kinda irratating

Yup
Anyway today kinda slack
A little off than usual
Must chiong cmsy tonight
Well,not in the mood
But i have to

Basically today spent time at home
with mum
Helped her did some chores
Watched tv
Slack
Slack
Slack
Slack

So tonight must be able to reach my target
for the number of hours
i need to spend on CMSY alone
My family's expectations are kinda hard
And im doing my best sooo...
I just hope i can live up to their expectations
and of course, mine as well
I think im mature enough to know what is best for me
And i dont need someone to force me to start studying
Haha

Tomorrow my ex-school is celebrating Teacher's Day
Im unable to celebrate with them this year
But i wish them all the best
Without SOME of the teachers there,
I will not be able to make it here today
though i would very much like to make a teacher's day tribute
Thank you teachers!

lots of love,
Ain

2009-08-17T13:04:00.000+08:00

Catch up on CMSY later
Yesterday gave myself a chance for some fun
So today must do what is needed of me
Just study hard and soon everything will be over
Then I get to play hard for almost two months of holiday!
Hardwork will be rewarded
Bak pepatah Melayu " Bersusah2 dahulu, bersenang2 kemudian "
Get to meet friends
Have some fun

First,Ramadhan in less than a week
This year celebrate Hari Raya with a different atmosphere
Now im missing you guys
Dulu Asilah selalu bawa kueh Raya pi sekolah
Exchange card raya
Jalan raya samer2
Haaizz

I didnt realise that all these are just plain memories now
Kinda sad but am happy that they are still fresh on my mind
Just hope that we can catch up with each other soon
I really hate when every plan seems to cancel at the very last minute

2009-08-16T17:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to visit my grandpa in Malaysia
Left home at about 7.30 am
We reached there super duper early
We planned to reach there at maybe 10

Kinda hard to visit grandpa since now he's living there permenantly
So much things has changed
He's not getting any younger either
It's kinda hard to see him living in the house alone
Did what we can to help him while our stay there

Ate at the KFC
The one thing that I really looooveee is the Cheesy Wedges
It taste so much better than the cheese fries we have here
I think they use this Jalapeno sauce which is taste fabulous
Plus the Mary Brown chicken and Milo Freeze with Ice Cream !
haha
I needed the break anyway

To everyone and Alicia, so sorry i didnt get to reply to ur msgs.
One, i was overseas.
Secondly, my credit is low
Sooo that means if you have any important things to tell me,
email me or IM me yar?
so sorry

2009-08-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

Im alive!

lol

2009-08-14T09:04:00.000+08:00

I can just very well give up and do nothing
But that's not my real intention
I cant stop now
Must keep trying

Someway
Somehow
I know that

I can survive for another day

Something is giving me this drive
But what is it?
Still searching
Still searching

What are you?

Who are you?

Could you please tell me so i can thank you?

2009-08-13T16:26:00.001+08:00

Wait can i hate action script?

But i do like programming tho
After tomorrow, the world will be a peaceful place again

2009-08-09T22:59:00.003+08:00

Will take a short nap later
Intend to wake up and do some revisions
Need to act fast
Time is running out
Revisions + Assignments = Disaster

But I believe it can be done
Just need to figure out how
and manage time well

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
The parade was awesome
I find this year to be really interesting
Instead of singing the songs all the way
I love how they include some story line into it

Missed the fireworks though

xoxo

2009-08-08T14:29:00.002+08:00

Must persevere
PRSP isnt thaat bad rite?
-screams-

i can do this
dont panic!
doont paanic!

2009-08-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

We Are Broken

I am outside

And I've been waiting for the sun

With my wide eyes

I've seen worlds that don't belong

My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize

Tell me why we live like this

Keep me safe inside

Your arms like towers

Tower over me

Yeah

'Cause we are broken

What must we do to restore

Our innocence

And oh, the promise we adored

Give us life again

'Cause we just wanna be whole

Lock the doors

Cause I'd like to capture this voice

It came to me tonight

So everyone will have a choice

And under red lights

I'll show myself it wasn't forged

We're at war

We live like this

Keep me safe inside

Your arms like towers

Tower over me

'Cause we are broken

What must we do to restore

Our innocence

And oh, the promise we adored

Give us life again

'Cause we just wanna be whole

Tower over me

Tower over me

And I'll take the truth at any cost

'Cause we are broken

What must we do to restore

Our innocence

And oh, the promise we adored

Give us life again

'Cause we just wanna be whole